Gangstered Out

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Gangstered Out
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We began to feel our gangster
mentality was killing us long  before we could ever admit it to  anyone else. We noticed that if  we tried thinking like gangsters. we could not. We assumed we  had lost control over our
 
thinking and had no power to  remove the gangster thoughts from our minds. Certain things  followed as we continued to  think like gangsters. We became  accustomed to a state of mind  that is common to gangsters. We forgot what it was like before
 
we began thinking like gangsters. Some were taught this behavior while we were in our pampers. If ever learned we forgot how or  refused to work. If ever learned. We forgot how to read or refused to read. 

We began to feel our gangster mentality was killing us long  before we could ever admit it to  anyone else. We noticed that if  we tried thinking like gangsters. we could not. We assumed we  had lost control over our  thinking and had no power to  remove the gangster thoughts from our minds. Certain things  followed as we continued to  think like gangsters. We became  accustomed to a state of mind  that is common to gangsters. We forgot what it was like before  we began thinking like gangsters. Some were taught this behavior while we were in our pampers. If ever learned we forgot how or  refused to work. If ever learned. We forgot how to read or refused to read. 

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If ever learned, we forgot or refused to play. If ever we learned, we forgot how to speak to people or was taught to express ourselves with sheer animal aggression. We showed no concern for others. We forgot how to feel. While living life gangster, we existed in another world. We experienced periodic jolts of reality and self-awareness.It seemed we were, at the very least, two people instead of one.

Or. Jackal and Mr. Hyde we ran around and tried to get our lives together before making the next move. Sometimes we could do this very well, but later it was less important- and more impossible. In the end, Or. Jackal died and Mr. Hyde took over.

If ever learned, we forgot or refused to play. If ever we learned, we forgot how to speak to people or was taught to express ourselves with sheer animal aggression. We showed no concern for others. We forgot how to feel. While living life gangster, we existed in another world. We experienced periodic jolts of reality and self-awareness.It seemed we were, at the very least, two people instead of one.

Or. Jackal and Mr. Hyde we ran around and tried to get our lives together before making the next move. Sometimes we could do this very well, but later it was less important- and more impossible. In the end, Or. Jackal died and Mr. Hyde took over.

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Each of us have a few things we have yet to do. We cannot let these things become excuses to begin again. We will experience enough pain in honest living. We do not have to add on to the numbers. Some of us feel lonely because of differences between honest people and us because we were living dishonestly. This feeling makes it difficult to give up old associates. We all have different tolerances for pain. Some gangsters need to go to greater extremes than others. Some of us found we had enough when we realized most of our loved ones either dead or in jail and that we ourselves were "gangstered out."

Each of us have a few things we have yet to do. We cannot let these things become excuses to begin again. We will experience enough pain in honest living. We do not have to add on to the numbers. Some of us feel lonely because of differences between honest people and us because we were living dishonestly. This feeling makes it difficult to give up old associates. We all have different tolerances for pain. Some gangsters need to go to greater extremes than others. Some of us found we had enough when we realized most of our loved ones either dead or in jail and that we ourselves were "gangstered out."

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